Wednesday, 26 December 2012
Diary of 26 December 2012 No. 2
Another shit thing had happen. My mood is going wrong now and here comes the other one that makes my mood even worse. I was happy, watching "Just A Little Bit Better" and suddenly a man that appears to be the repairman for my house's electronics gate came and makes me feeling down a little.
Ok...I know he was just doing his work just as what my father told him so I learnt to retreat a little. But things gone wrong again as my father came back. He starts to acuse my mom of taking his key and he is unhappy about it. Ok...I don't know where was his key but I preety sure that my mom didn't take it. There is a big percentage that my mom won't take his key because we all know the consequence of taking his key which we will just end up being scolded by him only. Trust me, you would not want to hear him talking about all that crap of taking his key and his other stuff.
Ok...I know I may be wrong of saying my mom doesn't take the key(maybe it is her that take the key), so, I will not say that my dad was wrong about my mom taking his key thing. But, we already used to it and I don't even argue with my dad or else he will get sad and start nagging. So, the best way to get the things done is by asking my mom whetehr she did take my father's key or not and find out where his key is. If I couldn't find his key, I think I will just let it go and prepare myself of hearing all the"speech" he has to give even thouh I can't bear it. So, I guess I will just write it down in here to express the problem I faced and the same problem that makes me headache.
Ok...I know he was just doing his work just as what my father told him so I learnt to retreat a little. But things gone wrong again as my father came back. He starts to acuse my mom of taking his key and he is unhappy about it. Ok...I don't know where was his key but I preety sure that my mom didn't take it. There is a big percentage that my mom won't take his key because we all know the consequence of taking his key which we will just end up being scolded by him only. Trust me, you would not want to hear him talking about all that crap of taking his key and his other stuff.
Ok...I know I may be wrong of saying my mom doesn't take the key(maybe it is her that take the key), so, I will not say that my dad was wrong about my mom taking his key thing. But, we already used to it and I don't even argue with my dad or else he will get sad and start nagging. So, the best way to get the things done is by asking my mom whetehr she did take my father's key or not and find out where his key is. If I couldn't find his key, I think I will just let it go and prepare myself of hearing all the"speech" he has to give even thouh I can't bear it. So, I guess I will just write it down in here to express the problem I faced and the same problem that makes me headache.
Diary of 26 December 2012
Actually it is a good day where I go out with my mom and my aunts together with my mom's best friend for a breakfast in Butterworth. It starts out great but it turns upside down when I phoned the health clinic in Bukit Mertajam for medical checkup as the required preparation in PLKN(National Service).
At first, there is a nice lady that answered the phone but it appeared to be a wrong dialing number. So, I tried the other number suggested by the lady but it turned out I still get nothing. The way the another lady answered my question in the phone was intimidating to me even though she didn't do anything that traten my life. But the memory when talking with her was unbearable. It kept playing in my mind that I could not forget our conversation. She kept ignore her conversation with me and talked with her colleague that it made my confidence kept going down. I had to admit I'm not a confident man. Another thing was she kind of not willing to receive my visit there. It appeared to me that she wanted to push away the responsibility of having me there to receive the medical checkup. I was so sad and dissapointed and now I also appear to be paranoid. I freaked out inside of me!
Now, I have made my decision to go to the health clinic at Berapit although I do not expect much from that health clinic. I think it will turn out to be the same worse service I get in that government health clinic.
I know I sound like a loser, being defated just by a phone call but I have never in my life have so much things appeared like this. I have to call the driving schoolmyself to get myself some useful information. It has changed permanently that I have to depend on myself to get things right now but I still feel like I'm not ready yet. I still want the help from my parent and I think that I'm not ready to step into the real world yet.
In conclusion, I don't know what to do in that damn government clinic in Berapit. I'm thinking just to go there and find out for myself.
Seriously, I feeling good after having all my emotion being released through my blog and I don't scare a bit of talking something very personal about me because no one will ever read my blog except some true friends I met in my life.
I'm sorry for the grammar mistakes and inorganized writing and spelling mistakes(maybe) but I just expressed what buried deep inside me just to make my heart feeling light again.
At first, there is a nice lady that answered the phone but it appeared to be a wrong dialing number. So, I tried the other number suggested by the lady but it turned out I still get nothing. The way the another lady answered my question in the phone was intimidating to me even though she didn't do anything that traten my life. But the memory when talking with her was unbearable. It kept playing in my mind that I could not forget our conversation. She kept ignore her conversation with me and talked with her colleague that it made my confidence kept going down. I had to admit I'm not a confident man. Another thing was she kind of not willing to receive my visit there. It appeared to me that she wanted to push away the responsibility of having me there to receive the medical checkup. I was so sad and dissapointed and now I also appear to be paranoid. I freaked out inside of me!
Now, I have made my decision to go to the health clinic at Berapit although I do not expect much from that health clinic. I think it will turn out to be the same worse service I get in that government health clinic.
I know I sound like a loser, being defated just by a phone call but I have never in my life have so much things appeared like this. I have to call the driving schoolmyself to get myself some useful information. It has changed permanently that I have to depend on myself to get things right now but I still feel like I'm not ready yet. I still want the help from my parent and I think that I'm not ready to step into the real world yet.
In conclusion, I don't know what to do in that damn government clinic in Berapit. I'm thinking just to go there and find out for myself.
Seriously, I feeling good after having all my emotion being released through my blog and I don't scare a bit of talking something very personal about me because no one will ever read my blog except some true friends I met in my life.
I'm sorry for the grammar mistakes and inorganized writing and spelling mistakes(maybe) but I just expressed what buried deep inside me just to make my heart feeling light again.
Sunday, 11 December 2011
Best Winter Trips 2012 -- National Geographic
Best Winter Trips 2012 -- National Geographic
Among the 10 beautiful scenery picked by the editors of National Geographic, I actually liked this one more than others.This one I picked is the Namibian coast.As you know, I was a big fan of everything related to marine biodiversity.And in Namibian coast, there actually got some guided tour to the Sandwich Harbour Lagoon, which was an isolated marine sanctuary.Besides, you can also visit to the Walvis Bay Lagoon famous with thousand of greater and lesser flamingos.What more exciting was you can also kayak out with the dolphin to the seal colonies in Pelican Point.Well through the article, the thing which caught my attention was the large but hardly accessible national park, Sperrgebiet (“forbidden territory”).There are only limited and permitted guided tours are available to the specific park sites in the national park like the 180-foot-tall rock arch at Bogenfels.
Among the 10 beautiful scenery picked by the editors of National Geographic, I actually liked this one more than others.This one I picked is the Namibian coast.As you know, I was a big fan of everything related to marine biodiversity.And in Namibian coast, there actually got some guided tour to the Sandwich Harbour Lagoon, which was an isolated marine sanctuary.Besides, you can also visit to the Walvis Bay Lagoon famous with thousand of greater and lesser flamingos.What more exciting was you can also kayak out with the dolphin to the seal colonies in Pelican Point.Well through the article, the thing which caught my attention was the large but hardly accessible national park, Sperrgebiet (“forbidden territory”).There are only limited and permitted guided tours are available to the specific park sites in the national park like the 180-foot-tall rock arch at Bogenfels.
Saturday, 10 December 2011
I have something to share
Today, I learn something valuable which is we must respect to the old ones.Yes, everyone must already learn this important fact in school but you will not realize what is this meaning if you not get involve in the real thing.Through one of today incident, I finally realize I will get old one day and we shouldn't be rude with the people older than us.My neighbour is a very generous person.She is already an old woman but she always puts a smile on her face whenever I see her.I wanted to give her back the pan and bowl she used to get some food for us everytime she cooking something in big number.The problem is sometime she does not hear what we talk about because as you know, old people can not listen very well.But, today I learn how to be patient and treat old people with respect.My neighbour does not hear me so I just run to her house and hand out her pan and bowl together with a thank you.You know this small action could make people around us happy include my old neighbour too.
Cherish your moment with your family
Today is what a suck.You know I have to watch my father get angry because of the damm many things putting on the old wood shelve he actually build for us a long time ago.He starting to smash thing and get frustrated and you know that we actually lost a lot of good stuff that can be be recycled.In addition, I still have to "collect" rocks due to the collapse of my back of the house's floor.And I just don't know what going into my brain, I just keep on housekeeping the whole house making it clean and tidy.Ohhhh.....no no no not just that I talking about, I even go to "arrange" some sand my father tend to use as the material to fix for the floor.With the pain in my back, I mean my waist is in pain, I think it maybe burn out some of my fats which I don't want to me and my brother, we scoop the cement in a pail and we actually go back and front for about...many rounds.And again after this I still don't know what going upon on me, I continue to sweep my house kitchen's floor and included my bedroom.After sweeping the floor, I still continue my work to mop the floor.But finally I manage to get myself one nasi lemak for encouragement.In conclusion, ahhhhhhh...what a day!!!
Finaly, I really want to say this.Even I get pretty tired today, but, I love my family.Even this is a bad moment with my father but not everyday is a bad day.Sometimes there got some great moment in our life.I really love my family and I cherish every moment I can spend with my family.
Finaly, I really want to say this.Even I get pretty tired today, but, I love my family.Even this is a bad moment with my father but not everyday is a bad day.Sometimes there got some great moment in our life.I really love my family and I cherish every moment I can spend with my family.
Thursday, 8 December 2011
No thank you from K-On
I like this ED from K-On, can be said one of the famous Japan animation.And also through this animation, I just fall in love with the rock music and rock band.Well, the story for this animation is not so bad too.At first, it is about 4 young girls who revive back their high school k-on club since it is going to be terminated.It is the first year of their high school and they already perform in their first high school cultural day(kind of).Well, their first performance can be said as successful but the story becomes more and more interesting when they study in their high school for the second year when another girl form year one agrees to play as a guitarist in their band, Ho-kago Tea Time which this name of their band is named by their club's advisor, em.... I forget about her name already but one thing for sure is she is a female teacher in the school.Ok, after the girl from year one has entered their band, their life in the band can be said Boom form that moment.They not just playing for the new student ceremony but also again second time performance in the cultural day in the school.And what stealing my attention in the animation is they even go for a vacation during their summer school holiday in some magnificent places like when they first enter the school at year one, they actually go to the beach and next the second year they still go for the same beach but with the arrival of their new band member.But, for the third year the 4 girls study in their school, they actually go to summer day in the jungle of a mountain where there will be numerous of band coming here to perform.Uh...I think I suppose to jump to the character introduction better.
Yui Hirasawa
She is kind of a charming girl.I kind of love her characteristic shown in the animation.She is cute, an active girl and very cheerful, kind like the person I want to be(but I not kind of person).She is the guitarist in the band.At first, she enter the k-on club because she thinks that if enter this club, it would be very relaxed.But, oh my she just very good in playing guitar, god knows she actually can play guitar very well and she even names her guitar.
Ritsu Tainaka
Ah, she is the drummer in the band.Man she is hitting the drum like a man.Strong but gentle plus soft, I mean when she playing the drum.She is also a very active girl and very cheerful too, but, sometimes she also can get heart broken by her childhood sweetheart.I remember once her best friend ever, Mio Akiyama, em...everyone just call her Mio.But, of course Mio is a friend which will not leave her friend all by herself.Mio of course still treat Ritsu as her best pal of all and they all are beat friend forever again.(I not very sure there are any scene related of what I talk about Ritsu and her friend.
Mio Akiyama
She is a very shy girl but she can communicate very well with her 4 other friends in the band.She plays as the bass guitarist in the band.She is very popular among the school students beacause there are once she and the 3 friends when Azusa has yet not entered the band perform for their first cultural day in the school and she kind of...uh...hehe...She accidentally shows her underwear in front of abundance of students in the school hall because of the wire in the stage.
Tsumugi Kotobuki
Oh, she has a long hair and a very iconic eyebrows.Her eyebrows is also imagined by Yui as carrot strips to be eaten.She is the pianist in the band and because of her tea and desert she brings along with her everytime after school, their band's name, Ho-kago Tea Time is established.Undoubtedly, her family background is way too nice that her father actually own a whole bunch of shop included a music instrument shop which Yui buys her guitar.Not excluded the pretty cool mansion her family own in the beach.
Azusa Nakano
She is the fifth girl to enter the band and she is one year smaller than the other 4 girls.Yui also names her as Azumiow because she is so cute when wearing the cay hairband.She is also the guitarist like Yui and I can't say who is the best guitarist but for me I think both of them are the best.She agrees to play guitar in a same band as the 4 girls because of the performance she sees when the 4 girls first perform for the new students ceremony.
So, this is just the simple explanation about the story and the character of the animation and I am so sorry because of all the grammar mistakes in the article(I also don't know this is an article or not).
Yui Hirasawa
She is kind of a charming girl.I kind of love her characteristic shown in the animation.She is cute, an active girl and very cheerful, kind like the person I want to be(but I not kind of person).She is the guitarist in the band.At first, she enter the k-on club because she thinks that if enter this club, it would be very relaxed.But, oh my she just very good in playing guitar, god knows she actually can play guitar very well and she even names her guitar.
Ritsu Tainaka
Ah, she is the drummer in the band.Man she is hitting the drum like a man.Strong but gentle plus soft, I mean when she playing the drum.She is also a very active girl and very cheerful too, but, sometimes she also can get heart broken by her childhood sweetheart.I remember once her best friend ever, Mio Akiyama, em...everyone just call her Mio.But, of course Mio is a friend which will not leave her friend all by herself.Mio of course still treat Ritsu as her best pal of all and they all are beat friend forever again.(I not very sure there are any scene related of what I talk about Ritsu and her friend.
Mio Akiyama
She is a very shy girl but she can communicate very well with her 4 other friends in the band.She plays as the bass guitarist in the band.She is very popular among the school students beacause there are once she and the 3 friends when Azusa has yet not entered the band perform for their first cultural day in the school and she kind of...uh...hehe...She accidentally shows her underwear in front of abundance of students in the school hall because of the wire in the stage.
Tsumugi Kotobuki
Oh, she has a long hair and a very iconic eyebrows.Her eyebrows is also imagined by Yui as carrot strips to be eaten.She is the pianist in the band and because of her tea and desert she brings along with her everytime after school, their band's name, Ho-kago Tea Time is established.Undoubtedly, her family background is way too nice that her father actually own a whole bunch of shop included a music instrument shop which Yui buys her guitar.Not excluded the pretty cool mansion her family own in the beach.
Azusa Nakano
She is the fifth girl to enter the band and she is one year smaller than the other 4 girls.Yui also names her as Azumiow because she is so cute when wearing the cay hairband.She is also the guitarist like Yui and I can't say who is the best guitarist but for me I think both of them are the best.She agrees to play guitar in a same band as the 4 girls because of the performance she sees when the 4 girls first perform for the new students ceremony.
So, this is just the simple explanation about the story and the character of the animation and I am so sorry because of all the grammar mistakes in the article(I also don't know this is an article or not).
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