Saturday, 1 February 2014



假期摇滚去 Part 1
By Aiden Ang
“终于要开始了。。。我们的乐团表演,就像当初所约定的。”
“啊杰,快下来吃早餐。”
楼下的妈妈在叫我了。
“哦!”
我从我的房间出来,然后到楼下的饭厅去吃早餐。
“哎呀,今天是第一次去表演吧!
“嗯。”
“没想到我们的啊杰已经长大了,终于可以照顾自己了,妈妈很开心。”
“拜托妈,在家里可以帮忙你做家务他又不做,反而去组什么乐团的。。。”
姐姐特随后从她的房间走出来吃早餐。嗨,我的姐姐就是这样,老是针对我,反对我做的一切。曾经有一次在假期前的时候,姐姐为了要我留下来帮妈妈做家务,于是就一直在爸妈面前说三道四,阻止我去组什么乐团的。可是,我一直保持沉默,什么都没说,就像今天一样,她还是唠唠叨叨的,都快烦死了。幸好有爸爸在我终于才能追求我的梦想。
为了要避开姐姐,我还是先早点出门去吧,就算也要饿着肚子不吃早餐!
“那我出门了。”
“小心慢走。”
今天是我第一次组乐团,所以现在就正要前往离我家不远的购物街去,那就是当初和朋友们约定一起相见的地方。其实,从我家走到购物街只需5分钟的时间。我来到购物街,当然要到购物街的广场去看看咯,因为那里可是有很多很进的东西哦。我最喜欢广场里卖的水果了。水果?水果有什么特别啊?它可是不只特别,还是这里的特色之一哦。每天都会有很多人光顾这里,最主要的原因也是要来买这里鲜甜的水果拿回家吃啦。我最喜欢买这里的桃子吃了,所以一来到这里,我都回到小明叔的水果摊去买桃子。对了我还没又介绍自己。我叫啊杰,今年15岁,现在正就读诚文中学的三年三班。我玩的乐器是吉他,从以前就立志想组自己的乐队了。我买了桃子,正当要找个地方坐下来吃的时候,竟然好像被某某人瞄了一眼。我转过头去,发现有一个手里正拿着热乎乎的烧包,直往嘴里啃的小男生,神情很紧张,可是却很可爱。他有一双明亮且超大颗的眼睛,皮肤白得像刚出身的婴孩,简直就是无法挑剔的美。可是,他最有代表性的一面就是他的蘑菇头了,所以我说他才会那么的可爱啊。我想他如果是女生的话,就是一位大美女了。
他很美又可爱而且一直往这里看,我一直在想他该不会是我们乐队里的其中一人吧。嗯,其实我还没有确定好乐队里每一个人的身份啦,因为我们都是在面子书上面认识的所以有一些人都没有正面看过。
为了要确定他的身份,我自告奋勇地走上前去。
“请问。。。”
“你应该是阿杰吧!你好我叫小杰,今后请多多指教!”
呃,他说什么多多指教,我都还没有说我是谁就已经先介绍自己了吗。
“你好。”
没错。如果我没有记错的话,我的乐队里真的有一个叫小杰的。哈哈,小杰和阿杰,名字真像,当初看到这名字的时候我想世上有同样明字的人都没有碰上,我们却相遇了,未免太巧了吧。
是不是因为第一次相遇所以都没有什么话讲。我们俩一直坐在长凳上,等待下其他的人来,而且双方一直都保持沉默。啊,我好希望其他人都快点来啊。
突然间的我的身边出现一位身穿球衣、短裤、球鞋以及整身是泥的少年。
“喂,啊杰。”
“豪武,你怎么现在才来啊。”
“对不起,因为足球队临时会议所以慢了些。”
“这样啊。哦,对了,这是我们另外的成员之一,他叫小杰。”
“哦你好。”
“小杰这是豪武。”
“你好!”
随后,豪武小声的在我的耳朵旁对我说。
“喂,他好美哦,是女的吧。”
“才不是,不要乱说。”
“前辈还没来吗?
“还没。”
“嗨,他该不会已经忘记了吧。”
“呃啊杰,前辈是谁啊?”
对哦,小杰不还不知道前辈是谁因为他好像和我们是不同所学校的。
“呃,一会儿你就知道他是谁了。”
正当我们在等最后一位成员到来,不如我来向大家叙说豪武吧。真如你们所看到的,他是足球队的队员之一,也是和我一样就读诚文中学的中三学。但是最让我感到很气的就是他虽然是足球队的,成绩却比我厉害,还读我前面班。没错,他读的是二班,我是三班,他赢了咯,我输咯!早知道他迟到我就不放过他。啊还有,刚才我买桃子的水果摊老板,小明叔是他的老爸哦。小明叔也有经营着一片果园和菜园,所以豪武家也在果园和菜园里咯。
“啊杰,前辈来了。”
前辈正匆忙的跑来。我说啊前辈你终于来了啦。
“真的很对不起,我迟到了。”
“真是的,前辈怎么那么久啊。”
“抱歉,因为睡迟了,所以。。。”
“啊。。。真是的前辈不知道今天有多重要吗,怎么还赖床啊。”
“其实,是我昨晚太期待今天得到来,所以,都睡不好。”
前辈和豪武的一吵一闹都把我和小杰给弄笑了。说实在的,我也是和前辈一样因为今天是个重要的日子,所以昨晚有睡不着的问题,幸亏我有闹钟所以才不至于迟到。
过后,我向前辈介绍小杰。
“前辈这是小杰。”
“你好我叫永康。”
当然也不忘了介绍小杰给前辈啦。
“小杰他是我们的前辈,因为老。。。啊不是,是大我们一岁所以我们都叫他前辈。本来是叫永康前辈,可是这样太长了所以我们都直接叫他前辈咯。”
“哈哈,胖胖的好可爱。”
哇塞,小杰不要命吗?说前辈老或者肥只会为自己添麻烦罢了。
“前辈你没事吗?”我说。
“没。。。没事。因为尸体一次认识,所以未免会这样说。”
前辈说话时,难免也表现出很沮丧的样子。
“现在全员到齐,可以前往我们的下一个目的地,表演去了。”豪武大生喊道。
“等一下啊杰。”
“什么事啊前辈。”
“我们要表演什么歌曲啊,还有我们都没有训练怎么表演。”
“嗯。。呵呵。。。这个我没想过。”
“真是的,没有歌曲又没有准备,怎么去表演啊。”
“嗯,那我们现在该做什么。”
“真拿你没办法,现在应该找个地方挑一首歌再进行训练吧。”
顿是,豪武举起双手。
“不如来我的家吧,我的家庭院有一间仓库,应该会很适合做练习吧。”
“好,就这样决定了去豪武家去吧。”
为了要逃过这一劫,我当然是赞同咯,没有的话他们又会指责我没准备什么的。
接下来,为了避开大家,我急冲冲地往巴士站走去,因为我们要搭公车前往下豪武的家去。
走在前面的我,偶尔也听到其他人在我后面说着悄悄话。
“他干嘛走得那么快啊。”
前辈指导理由还真的爆出来。
“应该是没有做好准备,担心我们会指责他所以都一直避开我们。”
嗨,我只能低着头,为我的过错感到很惭愧咯。

Thursday, 30 January 2014

Dear Diary,
Today, I was really emotional. At first, I was getting great, I was feeling great too. But, it all changed after the school break at 1.30p.m. . We have to finish a whole load of Math T homework. Although it was just 2 pieces of paper but it really troubled us a lot because some of the questions we really didn’t know how to do it. So, that was why our class always helped each other in some difficult Math T questions. And you also have to be proactive to ask questions because people will surely not going to walk to you and teach you, you were the one that was needed to ask first.
In addition, we still needed to correct our mistakes that we had done in our Math T assignment because the mistakes that we had done were too many until our teacher told us to do it all again for the second time. It will be a tiring work but we needed to do it or else we couldn’t get ourselves the mark we wanted to and we really have to. So, I told myself I will be a patient guy while doing all of these stuff.
Next, we need to write a chemistry report for our tomorrow experiment that we are going to carry out for the first time and the last time. It is really nerve-wrecking but I will try my best in doing the experiment nicely and hopefully I will get the result I want. Plus, I also hope that my chemistry teacher will accept my experiment report and hopefully she will not be so picky with my report then I will be so grateful about this.
But, I still enjoy my day anyway. I managed not to get angry with myself for dropping my Math T paper accidentally and making me messed up with the arrangement of the paper. I was really surprised by that and I was also very thankful for that behavior of mine because I never be so good in controlling my emotion before. So, thank you myself and everything that ever changed me to become the person I want to be today and I am happy to be.

Written in 23-7-13
Dear Diary,
Today, based on my opinion, I wasn’t having a good time. First, after I went down the stairs to the canteen to wait for my friend to pass me his pendrive, I found that he wasn’t there. I wait for about 10 minutes but he still didn’t appear and I finally knew that he had forgotten to wait for me after school break. After this, I went to library for my duty and when 1 of my classmate wanted to borrow the 2013 STPM paper, another friend of mine (although we rarely talked to each other) came to us and said he wanted to borrow the pass year paper too and because I was flabbergasted by this sudden change of situation, I quickly said no. Next, I could clearly see his face quickly turned disappointed. I was so guilty with myself of not able to talk to him in a nice way and explain to him that the paper can only be borrowed if he wrote his name in the book we used to record the people’s name and information that borrow it.
Besides, my water bottle accidentally slipped off from my hand and it dropped to the ground really hard until one side of the water bottle has furrow on it. But, I was thankful that the bottle did not break or else I would have wasted a useful water bottle. And just now, I was also having some problems over the Math T exercise my teacher had given. I feel awful for it as I could not finish the question given because I don’t know how to do it. If my friends or my classmates do help me on this, then I would be feeling very thankful about it.
In conclusion, although I mostly was having a bad time today but as I thought about the situation in a different way, in which I appreciate that the situation was not turning from bad to worst. When I started to appreciate every moment I had about the bad experiences, I was feeling much better emotionally. And it did help me to cheer up my day.

Written in 18-7-13
Dear Diary,
Today, the most memorable thing I ever had is I have become one member of the committee in my club. For me, I think this is a golden opportunity to me to show my caring to our school’s form 6 library. At first, I don’t even think that I would get to the committee of my club. I just think that as long as I could be a librarian is already enough. But, if I ever able to be a member of the committee, then I would be so appreciative about this because for me to get a post, for me it is unbelievable. So, I am really thankful for that.
From this, I further learn a lot. We must learn to be appreciative constantly. I’m not saying that if you are being thankful you will get the thing you want but I am thinking that don’t it is nice just to appreciate other people for helping you, for making your life much more happier and simpler. This appreciation will further creates motivation that will encourage you to give more things back to the person that help you before or people that never help you before but possibly will carry on what you are doing, being grateful.
I also learn that we have to accept the reality that we will lose something before we are making a decision. We accept losing not to commit that ourselves are weak. We accept that we have lose is to allow ourselves to throw away all the confusing thoughts that trouble us the most, greediness and many more. If we lose, of course we will feel like we have nothing to lose anymore because we think that we have lost everything. But if we win, we won’t get too proud of ourselves either and that is what we have to practice no matter in what condition as we are competing with others.
In conclusion, I want to thank Joachim that I met in NS camp for sharing such informative point of view of him. Thank you!

Written in 16-7-13
Dear Diary,
I am feeling the urge to talk about yesterday incident although I did make a video diary about it. But, I think I am getting more likings in writing a diary than making a video diary. The reason I want to talk about yesterday issue is because yesterday was a big and hard day for me. My dog was getting pretty ill because he was not able to eat but in the end he was still able to drink some sugary water so to provide him with some energy. But, according to my mother he was still having some puke when I was in my school. This really worry me as my dog had gone to see a veterinarian already with my sister and my mother. My mother said that the veterinarian is getting his blood sample for investigation so he will find out what happen to my dog. But, I could predict that things are not getting pretty good if we can really get the result tomorrow. My dog was already old and I know he was becoming more and less energetic from time to time and died one day. But, I hope he will stay alive longer because I really need him. We already lost my first dog now the thing I want my second dog to be is always being healthy. I may not look tensed anymore because you can say I was relieved from hearing my dog had gone to see a veterinarian already. And honestly, I am having large loads of homework to be done until I cannot pay more attention to my dog. I know I should not use this as an excuse to say I’m not taking care of my dog but I really having tons of homework(can be said) to do. The thing now I can do is to pray that my dog will get well soon and the veterinarian will find out a way to treat my dog and prolong his life.
Whereas my school day today is pretty normal as usual but I have to do a lot of Math T exercise as always and adding my Math T assignment in which I haven’t finished it yet because I don’t know how to do the questions. I know I can’t always depend on my friend for help but this time we need to help each other in order to produce a completed assignment. So, I still want to say to myself, welcome to form 6 life.

Written in 11-7-13
Dear Diary,
Today, I realize that our life is complicated. Sometimes, we feel statisfied with our life but sometimes we feel sad and angry and full of hatred towards our life. Why, why our life is like this. Why can’t our life full of happiness? I always said to myself that with the mixture of good times and bad times, then our life will full of spices and will taste good. But, sometimes I don’t think like this, like today. For me, It’s very hard to accept the death of something you love, something you have put love and nourishment and your time for it to grow into something you love more. I feel hard to accept such a harsh reality. I know every life on earth will face dead one day and I accept this reality but the reality of where all your love gone suddenly and never come back anymore is just inacceptable for me, no matter temporarily or permanently. You will keep on remembering about the harsh reality every time you see or hear something that triggers your memory about your past.
I want to admit that I am having such condition in which I could not face the loss of love in my life. Not just the love from somebody but your love to somebody. My dog is going to die soon. Same thing happen to my parents in not far future. So, I always asked myself to cherish every moment I have with my family and everything you had, everything you love and everything you had instilled love into. Although one of my dog had died and it will soon followed by my other dog, but I don’t want to just stop giving love. I will be so sad when the love I am giving all this year and time to something I love the most has vanished. But, I don’t want to stop right there by stopping giving love. I would want my world to become a much more kind and caring place to live in. Although, our world may not be perfect and so do us as a human but I still want to improve the world I live in by improving myself first and later the people around me. And this is how the good thing spreads.
My dog will die one day, I have to accept it. But if you don’t want to accept it, are you going to just stop giving love. For me I would say no because love for me is important. It lets me to learn about how much beautiful the world is and further I will appreciate our world and my life and the time I spent with the people around me.
So in the end I would like to conclude that we give love and things died. These two things seem like two different things that cannot be discussed together but they are the things that are found in your life and what I said before these magnificent things are making your life meaningful is because from the harsh reality and the sweet memory, we learn to appreciate the time you spent with the things you love because of the existence of the harsh reality. It makes you more experienced and knowledgeable. It shapes you into a man you can proud of. You know you have gone through a lot and you are feeling thankful because you have get over the problem you have been painful of before.     

Written in 9-7-13
Dear Diary,
Today, it is still a normal, always doing Math T day. I may not have thousand of Math T homework given to me today but I have thousand of undone Math T homework waiting for me. I don’t feel like everyday it a bad day anymore because of Math T but I feel I am really lucky of having my present Math T teacher as my Math T teacher. Without him will I ever get to improve myself at my Mathematics subject by leaps and bounds? For me the answer is no! I am able to improve my Mathematics is all because of the exercises given by my Math T teacher. I may not know how to do some of the damn difficult question but through asking people and my Math T teacher which technically I haven’t ask a thing yet, I learn about the things I don’t know about and I am able to improve my knowledge too so I want to say thank you to my Math T teacher for doing so much thing for me and all of my classmates and all of my friends that study Biology that is thought by him.
Today I have to stay at the school for duty, as a librarian. There is nothing weird happens as I am carrying my duty until we have to leave the library and go back home already then we have problem. There is 2 girls, same form as me and they have forgotten to switch off the lamp inside the library and we all freak out and is flabbergasted for a moment. We are looking at each another and thinking one of us will do something to solve the problem. Fortunately, our senior rush into the library and switch off the lamp and it is about time as the alarm is sounded, for a while then everything return to normal again. You must be confused because you don’t know what I am talking about. Actually, I am telling an incident where my 2 friends(I don’t know should I consider them as friends or not) press on the button signaling our leaving from the library without switching off the lamp first which it leaves us creep out for a moment.

Written in 4-7-13